My Lonely City

Have you read this?

It saddens me. Not because of the author’s misinformed tirade, but more because … I miss Pi. I know there’s not an answer to this, but why was their baby born only to be murdered by starvation and neglect, but my baby died before he was even born?

I wouldn’t have starved him to death; he would be loved and protected, cherished and adored. I wouldn’t have been a bad mama; Jared would have been a wonderful dad. We would have done everything we could to meet his needs and give him a safe, welcoming home here.

We will have other children, yes.

But I still miss this one.